One hospital discharge after another, Mom kept asking to go back in.

She was looking for Hope, I know. Yet it’s not wise to go back and try to stay there as a hotel service (& might catch other deadly diseases which her kidney failure body surely couldn’t bear).

Both modern Western & traditional Eastern treatments have proved insufficient when the body can’t adopt them. You simply have to let Nature take its course.

I have no idea how people make it through when one refuses to die. Does the Soul still yell at its dead meat?

I’m tired. Probably you are just as tired as I am. Maybe we just keep going, regardless.

Then somehow, we make it through without realizing it.

– Saigon 06/10/2020